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Day Eight

So today when i say I fell off the bandwagon I mean I crashed and burned fell off the bandwagon. I ate McDonalds and had regular coke for the first time in a week and I can feel the difference in myself as my body is gurgling going gross get this shit out of me. So I am not going to dwell over it, I am not going to just completely give up and go fuck it that’s it it’s too hard I can’t do it anymore. I am going to go to bed tonight and I am going to wake up tomorrow and start a new day.

I am going to go to the gym and start myself off healthy to give myself a good head start. I need to give it back to myself, it is my birthday in 12 days and I am having a little thing and I am so close to getting under a hundred kilos for the first time since I was 17 it is ridiculous and I want to be under that hundred for my birthday. That is my goal

So no more going easy on myself and just letting myself get away with anything, I had a great week last week and I want that for this week. I have lost eight kilos and I want to keep them coming off!

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Day Seven

So week one down and I feel better, I’m exhausted from the last few days of work but I feel better after one week. I nearly fell off the bandwagon today but I kept on it and I felt better for it I knew I would have felt a hundred times more guilty if I ate the mcdonalds than the satisfaction of actually eating it would have brought me. 

I feel tired though and I understand it is all a process and it will get there it’s just frustrating seeing all of those people who are naturally skinny and have never had to work once in their life to get there. I know I will feel more satisfied once I get there but the process honest to God sucks.

Sorry for the pesimissim maybe I will feel better after I have gone to work tonight and come home and had a sleep?

I hope you all have a great week next week. 

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